what happens in V E G A S ?

2008-05-10T22:31:00.003+08:00

what happens in V E G A S ?

so yeah. i went to vegas. first week was hell week. my dad and my step mom was arguing about kenneth (my dad's step son) well, whatever. so there.. lots of things had happened. i had a serious fight with my dad..i had little problems with my step mom but eventually everything turned out to be just fine. so i met ALOT of people. yeah, cute guys. haha. we went shoppping.. strolling down the strip.. taking pictures in those 5 star hotels like venetian, palazzo, wynn, luxor,bellagio, etc. well vegas was alot of fun. too bad you have to be 21 to play in the casino. dang, its all over the place even 7-11 has slot machines and also the grocery stores.. vegas people is so into gambling. great. anywei. i'm so glad im back. finally i'd get to go out with my friends and spend time with my mom. i missed her so much. so there.. i'm having a jet lag. so i'll take some sleep.

sadness.

2008-04-13T02:56:00.001+08:00

S A D N E S S.
i hate living in this kind of life. i went here in vegas to have fun and relax but that didn't happen. its sucks. now i just wanna go to canada and continue my "vacation" with my brothers. i don't know how to resolve their fuckin' problem. i can't sleep. i cry every night. damn. i hate it.

now i'm MISSING my MOM so much as well as my FRIENDS. i'll see you soon. :(

leave.

2008-04-10T23:30:00.002+08:00

L E A V E.

damn. i'll be leaving for vegas tommorow. i feel so bad. im gonna miss my mom. and YOU. fuck. i don't know what made me fall for you. it's unexplainable. haha. damn.. ano toh? nakaka gago mann. well anyway. i have to sleep. aryt.

fcukd up.

2008-04-09T20:06:00.003+08:00

R E A L I Z E.

to YOU:
I don't know what to do with you anymore.
what the hell is happening? i wanna end this whole thing up. ikaw narin nagsabi nun before. now what's your fucking problem? was it all my fault? i wasn't the one hooking up with another person while you're in a serious relationship. right?
come on.

anyway.
jhay-be & nicki. thanks for the time. bebs. baliw ka talaga. haha. loves you guys.:)

LATER.

twisted

2008-04-09T01:04:00.002+08:00

T W I S T E D

right now. i can't explain what i feel. err. mixed emotions. shit mann. i admire lots of them. haha bitch? nah. just living the the bright side of a single person. haha gotta sleep.

f i n a l l y.

2008-04-08T17:31:00.004+08:00

F I N A L L Y.

It took me the whole afternoon to reconstruct my blog site and finally i've finished it. actually it's not that finished yet, 'cause i'm not satisfied with the way it appears.oh well.

I'm not in the mood to express myself right now. so, maybe later.

all my blog entries in 2007

2008-03-24T17:30:00.002+08:00

all my blog entries in 2007

Saturday, February 24, 2007

8.14pm
-survey
1.) Using FOOD names, spell out yourname:
*c-chocolate
a-apple
m-mango pie
i-ice cream
l-lollipop
l-lime
e-eclair
-food naman yan diba? hihi..ü

2) What song makes you cry?
*without you
3) What do you like to listen tobefore bed?
*your song

a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT:
*5'5"
HAIR COLOR:
*black-brown
SHOE SIZE:
*8-9"
PIERCINGS:
*ears
TATTOOS:
*none
r i g h t - l e f t ?
*right
PANTS YOU'RE WEARING:
*levis
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?:
*out of reach
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?:
*sml
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?:
*fine

d o - y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?:
*sometimes
HAVE A BAD HABIT?:
*nope
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?:
*yeaah??....

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW:
*myx
MAGAZINE:
*candy,meg,pink,cosmo
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND:
*church

h a v e - y o u
BROKEN THE LAW:
*nope
RAN AWAY FROM HOME:
*nope
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE:
*yes
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING:
*nope
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL:
*yah
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE:
*nope
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH:
*yup
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER:
*yah.. almost everytime

l o v e
CHILDREN:
*yup
BEEN IN LOVE?:
*yes
IN-LOVE.HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE:
*always

r a n d o m
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW:
*none
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULDYOU BE?:
*black or red
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNAGET:
*not sure
LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
*yesterday

PART TWO
1. Have you ever licked the back of aCD to try to get it to work?
*nope..ew
2. Have you ever puked at a bar or club?
*nope
3. Have you ever dated someone you metonline?:
*nope
4. Have you ever smoked pot at aconcert?:
*nope
5. Have you ever dated/fooled aroundwith a coworker?:
*nope
6. Ever been involved in a hit & run?:
*nope
8. Have you ever been on a blind date?:
*nope
9. Are looks important?:
*yea. they do sometimes
10. Do you have any friends that you'veknown for 15 years or more?:
*nope
11. By what age would you like to bemarried?:
*28-30
12. Does the number of people aperson's slept with affect your viewof them?:
*nope
13. Have you ever sacrificed yourself so your friend can get in good with aperson of the opposite sex?:
*yup
14. Have you ever drank milk that waspast the expiration date?:
*yah..
15. Are you a good tipper?:
*yea..
16. What's the most you have spent fora haircut?:
*800
17. Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?:
*nope
18. Do you know all the words to the first verse of Ice ice Baby?:
*nope
19. Have you ever had crispy bangs?:
*yup
20. What was the worst style of the80's?:
*afro hair??
21. Have you ever peed in public?:
*nope

7.29pm
-dont know what to do. i wanna stay. i wanna leave. anyway. im so tired.. lack of sleep. i woke up so early 'cause of CAT. badtrip!. sobrang antok. ngaun. i'm just wondering pano kaya ung guy na un.. cute eh.. hehe.. i feel so aLONELY.. so confused..

"i'm falling into memories of you things we used to do. follow me there a beautiful somewhere a place that i can share with you"

Thursday, February 22, 2007

10.37pm
-hey...hi.. sobrang pagod last night kakatapos lang ng formal dinner... then i went home around 12am galing pa kami ng bitoys.. with the college people.. had fun.. kht sandali lang ako dun.. aun.. i woke up kanina around 10am. then i just stayed home.. bukas may pasok nanaman.. katamad,.. anyway gotta sleep na nytee..

Sunday, February 18, 2007

10.04pm
-sorry...

Saturday, February 17, 2007

9.20pm
-kakatapos lng ng prom last night i had so much fun... sorry sa lahat ng mga gnawa ko.. guys.. thanks sobra.. thank you sainyong lahat... anyway.. antok parin ako.. mga 5:30am na kami naka uwi... sobrang sakit ng ulo.. aun.. galing kami ng eastwood ang saya.. na hindi.. anyway.. sleep muna.. -_-

Monday, February 12, 2007

7.50pm
survey

1. FIRST NAME?
*camille
2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
*yah.. daughter of edgar mortiz
3. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
*last night
4. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING ?
*yah
5. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCHMEAT?
*chicken?
6. KIDS?
*2 kids when im 26 or 24 yrs.old
7. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
*yah. why not. im good. haha. =p
8. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL?
*yah
9. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?
*yah,.. sometimes
10. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
*yah..
11. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
*nope. im afraid of heights
12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
*honey stars and milo
13. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOUTAKE THEM OFF?
*leather shoes nope.. rubber yeah..
14. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
*sometimes
15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
*caramel sundae (mcdo)
16. SHOE SIZE?
*8,9, or 10. it depends on what kind of shoes
17. RED OR PINK?
*both
18. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THINGABOUT YOURSELF?
*moody
19. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THISBACK TO YOU?
*nope
20. WHAT COLOR OF PANTS AND SHOES AREYOU WEARNING?
*denim jeans
21. LAST THING YOU ATE?
burger
22. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHTNOW?
*gitara
23. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLORWOULD YOU BE?
*black
24. FAVORITE SMELL?
*oxygen G.A.S. and chocolate.. couldn't find it here.
25. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKEDTO ON THE PHONE?
*keiko
26. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUTPEOPLE YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO?
*nose. height.
27. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENTTHIS TO YOU?
*i barely know her
28. FAVORITE DRINK?
*slammer
29. FAVORITE SPORT?
*volleyball
30. EYE COLOR?
*dark brown
31. HAT SIZE?
*dont know.
32. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
*yup
33. FAVORITE FOOD?
*tres leches (cake2go)
34. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING?
*happy ending
35. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED AT THEMOVIES?
*night at the museum. and pangit!
36. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
*white
37. SUMMER OR WINTER?
*winter
38. HUGS OR KISSES?
*hugs
39. FAVORITE DESSERT?
*crepe samurai
40. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
*trixie,..? pam??
41. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
*keiko
42. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
*summit books
43. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LASTNIGHT?
*night? wala.. uaap nung afternoon
44. FAVORITE SOUNDS?
*alt. rock
45. ROLLING STONE OR BEATLES?
*none of the above
46. THE FURTHEST YOU'VE BEEN FROMHOME?
*canada
47. WHAT'S YOUR SPECIAL TALENT?
*act.dance
48. WHEN AND WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
*may 21, 1992. vancouver gen. hospital, british columbia, canada
49. WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
*4got..sorry

7.30pm
-just got home... so tired.. parang ayaw ko na pumasok bukas..and ang lapit na ng prom ang dami ko pang wala.. =( anyway..ok ok nmn ung day na toh.. medyo magulo na masaya.. right now im just thinking na "ang labo nya".. ang gulo noh.. well anyway.. sana maging ok ung prom.. exicited ako,.. pero after party ung masaya.. so.. bahala na. ü

Sunday, February 11, 2007

08.05 pm
-hey.hi. la magawa... grabe tong day na toh.. inaantok ako all the time.. then may classes nnmn tomrw,.la nang rest rest... prom na sa friday, hindi pako nakkpili ng gown ko.. im so excited after prom.. ang liit ng dance partner ko.. kawawa nmn ako diba..aun.. anyway.. last night before i slept.. i was so happy la lng.. o^_^o.. i hope maging maayos na lht.. and that i can meet the right guy for me.. tom. bka shang ulit kami.. samahan c mawy.. and saya namin nung friday ang ingay.. iyakan ng sobra sobra.. un.. haii.. gtg., sleep nnmn

Saturday, February 10, 2007

I missed this blog alot... i had it since first yr HS, but i never wrote anything on it.. aun.. so.. ok-ok naman ung day na toh.. im so happy for my friend nicki, sila na ulit.. aww.. i just got home.. i woke up around 5am kasi may C.A.T., sobrang inet dun.. and ang daming absent we were only 20. tapos lht cla nag ka line sa forehead.. buti nlng ako wala.. lucky! and for some other people jan! sana hindi ganon ka thick face mo.. diba?! anyway.. yesterday galing kami ng shang.. good thing hindi ako nahuli.. i had so much fun... tnx mawy..un un un... belated happy birthday clark and ameera,.. anyway.. sleep na po ako.. ciao!

LOST IN LOVE

There was a man
Who changed me alot
Made me a better person
Made me closer to God.

He gave me a reason
To love again
He was the person
I treated more than a friend.

As I reminisce
The days that went by
All I could do
Was to breakdown and cry

Though your girl and I
Are different on many things
So all I can say
Is this...

"I love you but you wont love me,
I like you why cant you see."

[2nd poem i've made]

in my eyes, i can see
that you have no love for me
with your actions, it speaks so loud
screams through my ear
sayin' you dont want me near

*why cant i , stop, stop loving you
not to think of you is hard thing to do

**cant you love me , the way that i loved you
hear my voice, listen, its true
cant you see the things that i do?
i tried, i wast hurt, but i stayed with you...

standing alone with thoughts of you on my head
wishing and hoping that these words were read
this is what i wanna say,
i love you is that okay?

(repeat * then **)

[2nd song i've made -wala pang title-]

ITS YOU

why do you have to run
when all my feelings are here
why do you have to leave
when all that's left of me is a tear

*i need you, i love you...

**i miss you,..i want you,...
dont ever, ever go away
because you make up everything
that is of me.

having you beside me
is more than a dream come true
i love you with all my heart
i love no one else but you

(repeat * then **)

[ (02.07.07)i made this lyrics with a little help from maria and bang,
and its rhythm was made by ryan ]

- this song was dedicated to HIM. but they wanted it to be our farewell song (3E) for this SY -